2 hours ago
Yes, it looks all green and the sky is clear and beautiful.
But this was one of the saddest days of my life.
After being up all night packing the few belongings I had brought with me, all I wanted was to sleep in the train from Salisbury to Gatwick. But I couldn't miss the beautiful views from the English landscapes. I needed to see it all and engrave it in my memory.
In some way I was excited to come back, I needed to see my family and my cats & dogs ❤️❤️
But everything in me was aching. At points I felt like I couldn't breathe.
In the plane I was trying my hardest to not burst into tears.
I was leaving the place I had learnt to love and had become my home.
I left behind friends, people that believed in me and a good coumunnity and to some extent my heart and a part of myself.
Now I feel incomplete and like a stranger. It aches that I'm so far away from home. ❤️💔